Over the top weekend! :)

Este fim-de-semana foi qualquer coisa de... :D AMAZING!

O Jan veio visitar-me. Nem é preciso falar na quantidade de "partying" que foi o fim-de-semana inteiro :D

(só fotos decentes, ahahah).

Na 2ª feira... tive uma experiência totalmente nova e diferente... uma das melhores da minha vida! A minha descrição é esta:

"Yesterday I found out… HEAVEN can be a place on earth.

It was so intense and WONDERFUL. The little people, animals, lizards, plans, flowers, growing from the floor, like I could walk among them… the colors of my wall posters falling in a colorful waterfall, so beautiful I just wanted to touch it and fuse myself in it. I could just hug the wall forever, I could stand like that, looking to that, forever. Finding patterns of images and sounds and colors I’ve never found before. Finding AMAZING things in a room in which I live for almost 3 months.

The colors became so VIVID, the shades became so obvious, I could see every detail, the gradient of the different colors, so perfectly distinguished; sounds became so INTENSE, a kind of happiness that touched the sadness, a kind of sadness that blended itself in the most pure happiness, crying of laughing, crying of happiness. And it’s all so intense that you feel like you are SPREAD in all the corners of this wonderful world. Like your body just turned into DUST and flew away with the wind into every little place on earth.

It’s like you’re seeing the world with different eyes. You ask yourself why you never saw the world this way, why you can’t always see it this way, why did you ever, in your tiny life, feel miserable, because in this moment you are just so OVERWHELMINGLY HAPPY, that you just want to sit and look at the things around you, just see them, just appreciate them, that moment, that second, every little detail you find SO BEAUTIFUL, of a beauty that makes you breath harder just to make sure you are as ALIVE as you feel you are, all the changes you feel in your body, a body that does no longer belong to you, it belongs to the universe and to the earth.

You end up completely exhausted; exhausted of laughing so hard, of crying so hard, loving so hard, LIVING so hard and INTENSELY in just 4 or 5 hours, and you feel that your life and your perspective about things just change, completely, and forever.

Today I woke up in the WONDERLAND room… I had the feeling that it was all just a wonderful DREAM. I have the feeling that if I ask other people that shared this experience with me, they’re going to say I just dreamt all about it. Because now I look at my floor, and he doesn’t grow little wonderful lizards into me anymore; my always are still, they don’t move… and there’s no waterfall in the posters anymore. Nevertheless, I feel like I’ll never forget it, never in a million years, was one of the best experiences ever… OVER THE TOP."

:)